Just came back from civic kbox . This morning woke up at around 615 . Wanted to get back to sleep . But i can't . I took up my hand phone . I wanted to call him . But i didn't . Cause i knew he was angry w me . So i tried sleeping again . Thought alot . Volleyball , Exam , Relationship . I really want to improve on my volleyball . I really want to get into main 12 . Exam is round th corner . Hope i can promote to Sec 2 next year . Relationship ? Idk . He still love me . Don't he ? I cried silently to myself , i hope this will be th last time i'm crying . We sat in th coffee shop this morning for very long . Thinking where to go . So i suggested kbox . I was shock that my mother asked him to go . I called him . But he was still sleeping . And he said that there was not enough time . 1120-1145 [shower] 1145-1245[time to reach woodlands] 1245-1[kbox w me and my mother sister] 1-2[back for tuition] So he didn't come . Was quite disappointed . But its okay . His study is more important . Okay people . Gtg . Takecare yeah .