I'm too stupid to fall for you

Tuesday, January 26, 2010 '♥3:05 AM

Day after day,

Time flies isn't it? Haha. I'm sec 2 already. I missed th day when i'm at primary school. Especially primary 6. My clinque, Agnes, Cindy, Geraldine, Sheila, Yi Tong, Hazel. Do you guys still remember how we used to prank Mr Lye? :D Put plaster on his chair, skip his class, talk back to him and many more. But time doesn't rewind. And so, i'm facing up to reality :D

In Secondary school, there are less fun. I can't prank th teacher, i can't skip class and i can't talk back. Its not th same at all. I regretted alot when i first came into this school. I told my mother that i wanna transfer out. I tried really hard to get my best results because i wanna get into Riverside. But i'm glad that th results didn't turn out to be good (: As i've started to get use to how this school is like.

Do you guys think that i've grown up? From last year to this year. Or am i still as childish? Mr Nasil said that we will never learn if we don't have problems. But i'm sure i've met many many problems especially this year. Its only th 26th days or so in school and i'm facing so many friendship problems. I couldn't tell anybody how i felt about that person. Cause i'm not sure if that person will betray me. I got betrayed again and again. I tried hard to trust that person again. But its impossible. I hate th way th person behaves. But i have to take it as nothing happens and continue to be w her. Actually its not th same anymore. From th first time you betrayed me, everything has changed.

Am i wrong to express all my emotions on blog? Why izzit that even if i didn't put that person's name she's always thinking that i'm talking about her? If she didn't do anything that will cause people to say things about her will she come and talk to me? And she's always giving me that WTF face. I don't wanna face her. I don't like th way she act in front of guys, i don't like th way she says bad things about people i'm close to. I don't like it. She don't understand me at all. Whats th point of being friends in that case? Most importantly, we don't have trust between us. I don't know if you know i'm talking about you. But i don't wish to hear you talking to me in school about what i post.

Confuse.

Stayed back in school again after class (: Did homeworks. And at about 5++, left school. Went coffee shop. Slack a little while and went granny house. Chatted w cousin (: Miss her damn lot alright. After that came home.
Alright, thats my f dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Bye peepoo.