iha tem yse lf.
Just browse through some of th blogs. And i happened to see this from Brit's blog :
It's okay. It’s okay to want someone you can’t have. It’s okay to want something more. It’s okay to cry when you’re hurt, and it’s okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. Believe it or not, it’s always going to be okay. That’s just how it works. Sometimes things don’t work out how you want them to, and most of the time, it seems like they never will. But eventually, everything is going to iron out some way or another. You just have to believe, keep your faith, and move on.
—RunAwayTrain.tumblr
Isn't it nice? Yeah, i think it is. Some things happened these few days. My life suddenly sucks so much. Totally. I wonder how would it be if i never appear. Will it turn out to be better? Th lyrics says, Its okay to want someone you can't have. Is it really okay? But what if someone close to me wants him too? What can i do? I feel that i'm suffocating from all these. I really didn't do it purposely. I don't want to. But i can't control. Its too late. I've fallen for you. For goodness sake. Suck cock man. I've regretted, totally. But on th other hand, i'm happy. Cause you've made me see what kind of a friend do i have. I'm speechless. I don't know what to say. Did i do something wrong? Why do i have to accept these kind of punishment from somebody that doesn't deserve respect? I hate it. I hate my life. I hate myself.