Rot at home today.
Woke up at 12+. Thanks for calling me a pig uh :D
Anw, woke up, brush teeth, and use com.
Skipped lunch today. Had a terrible muscle ache.
Perhaps because of th run ytd. I seriously couldn't maintain my speed.
Run and stop and run and stop.
Anw, there's nothing much for me to say now.
Just that i really had some problems facing up to reality that he perhaps will not fall for me (:
So dumb of me.
But being a friend of his is well, enough.
Had been looking for songs th whole afternoon.
And i suddenly got obsessed w this song again.
Guess what song izzit (:

I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cry
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie is made up on your side
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do reminds me of you
And the clothes you left, they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you, I love the things that you do
When you walk away I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you
We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were, yeah
All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I'd do, I'd give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me, yeah
When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day and make it ok
I miss you

He made me reslised i actually had given up on him.
Th feeling was gone. And he was too, gone.
But th memories stay. Its impossible for me to forget th time that we spent together among all these days.
I still do tear when i thought of th way you hugged me and call me your Girl.
But its different now.
Th feeling is not there. Its not like th past anymore.
I'm not sure if you will feel hurt after reading this paragraph of my post.
But i don't want to hurt you and i didn't mean to hurt you. I only want you to understand th situation now.
You taught me alot. And that will always remain in me.
Thanks.
And i'm sure you are going to find someone who will not fail to be your girlfriend.
Allthbest.