Oh man. Guess what.
Woke up at 10 plus today. Wasn't feeling good.
Paper tomorrow. Kinda stressed up.
Gonna wake up at 4 tml to do a last minute revision.
I think i gonna change my everyday routine.
School ends at 130.
Then maybe i gonna reach home around 3.
And i will shower + dilly dally till maybe 4?
After that i shall study. Till about 6.
Dinner at granny house. Reached home before 8.
By 8 i shall be on bed and sleep.
Wake up at 4am and study till 6am.
Shower and school. How do your think? :D
Hahhhaa.
Hmm.. Gonna crap now.


I seriously don't know where will i get th courage to text you again. Maybe i did something wrong which made you pissed all th time. I apologise. I'm sorry. Perhaps you didn't know. Th answer that you gave me did hurt me. I couldn't sleep at night thinking what exactly did i do wrongly. I spent half a box of tissues on my tears. For th first time. Its ridiculous isn't it. Hahahas. Do you remember i once asked you, Do you think we will still be in contact after your o's? And you told me Yes. If at that point of time i still love you i gonna continue to text you. Yes. I gonna continue to text you, if all these had never happened. But now, i don't know where to get th courage. I really didn't expect our friendship to end so fast. You didn't know how long i took to send you a text after th way you treat me totally changed. Maybe we were not fated. To be friends. But its alright. At least there was this once in my lifetime. I couldn't think about you anymore. Because i knew i can't take it. But still, i love you.